scared

Do ya ever feel that sometimes you have jumped to conclusion on certain things in your life? i know thats how i feel. i always feel like i need to have a plan b or even a plan c just in case things dont workout. I try to always be positive and keep a good vibe with things in my life and i always advise people to do so, but i always find myself keeping up my guard and always looking for the other shoe to fall.

just maybe

Met this guy in san jose a little over 2 weeks now. We have hung out twice since this posting. we spoke last night for little over an hour. Can i just say that i have not felt this way about anybody, ya know, the butterflies in your stomach, smiling for no reason, have this energy to take on the world! i guess to say in a nut shell HAPPY!!! now to remind you, we have only know each other for 2 weeks and hung out twice. But the feelings are so natural. he said its like he as known me before. joking around i said it might have been on the titanic lol . i mean everbody had some type of past life on that boat lol. anywho. so like i was saying the feelings are natural. the other night when he took me out to dinner it was amazing. the conversations were flowing and know body had to feel like they had to speak or pretend to be somebody else. when we were laying on his couch at the end of the night just watching tv for the first time, it felt as if we had done this before. i cant go on about how i feel a connection with him. now for the confusion part. he lives in san jose and i in so cali. i am able to fly up to visit him whenever i wish. that is why i am goin to see him this weekend. were goin to san fran to enjoy some time together.=) i cant wait!!! i'll be back to write about this weekend =)

who have know

just started this blog today. To give some insight as to who I am, latino 27 gay man living in sunny cali where its always beautiful like the people =) born and raised here and love it. right now working in the airline industry and like my title im a traveling man.